God does not listen....

Yes! I said it right... God does not listen... because He can already hear your hearts deepest prayers even before you tell him... He draws a plan even before you think of them... He grants it even before you ask him...

It may not be easily recognizable but He thinks of you more than you can imagine...

His answers may not always be positive from our point of view, it may be the opposite of what we are expecting , it may be in the form of a problem but this is God's way to show you his purpose for your existence...

Every happenings in your life are just puzzle pieces that will complete God's ultimate plan for you... have faith and let him direct you to where you should be going...

I thank you Lord for everything... I surrender my life to all your plans....

.....Opportunities....

Jumping at several small opportunities may get us there more quickly than waiting for one big one to come along.  ~Hugh Allen

If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door.  ~Milton Berle

A wise man will make more opportunities than he finds.  ~Francis Bacon, Essays, 1625

Opportunities are never lost; someone will take the one you miss.  ~Author Unknown

As you seek new opportunity, keep in mind that the sun does not usually reappear on the horizon where last seen.

Problems are only opportunities with thorns on them.  ~Hugh Miller, Snow on the Wind

Opportunities fly by while we sit regretting the chances we have lost, and the happiness that comes to us we heed not, because of the happiness that is gone.  ~Jerome K. Jerome, The Idle Thoughts of an Idle Fellow, 1889


Seize every opportunity along the way, for how sad it would be if the road you chose became the road not taken.  ~Robert Brault

I am not a perfect mother....

It was not a beautiful day to start i know.... i'm a little bit irritated and disappointed last night... and I guess my patience was really being tested.

Mga bata talaga! they were arguing over simple things this morning, nakaka irita ang iyak, ang ingay ni Chuchu, nakakainis sya... It was a mix of emotions and I wasn't able to control it. Nagalit ako sa mga babies ko. Naawa ako kay Ate kasi I felt like I was being a monster mom kanina, I was combing her hair with irritation that seems I was pulling her hair na. It actually made her cry and hindi ko napigilan, I called Caneth to feed her, then I ran upstairs. I cried sa room ko... I felt guilty... I should have not done that!

When I went down, I was not looking at them specially to Denise. Feeling ko kasi na if pinansin ko sya, it'll be unfair for ate. So hindi ko sya kiniss nung paalis nako. And nung naglalakad na kami ni Ate on the way to school, I asked her, do you always want me to get angry with you? Diba sabi ko naman sau na wag mo nalang patulan ung kapatid mo at maliit pa un, hindi pa un nakakaintindi... tango lang naman ng tango si Ate. Sorry Ate ha...

I always wanted all the good things for them, the best for them, the best of everything, the best of me... but i know sometimes i slip off.... I am not a perfect person..nor a perfect mom.. but I'm trying to be the best for them.. i know...